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Story 1- Ch.7

I closed my eyes and held my breath. I stayed that way until I stopped hearing the sound of his lunch being returned into the hotel trash can.

After awhile he stopped and ran some water in the bathroom. I opened one eye as he started to rinse his mouth out.

“You okay?” I asked weakily.

He sort of laughed and put his head down on the counter.

“Are you okay?”

I put my hands on my face.

“Okay, I can’t tell if you’re really concerned or if you’re being a sarcastic ass.”

“I’m concerned. I promise.” He seemed to turn a little purple at that word. Promise.

“You know, I usually like purple…but on you’re face, it’s kind of disturbing.”

“What?”

“You turned purple…when you said promise.”

“Oh…I just feel sort of sick. That’s all.”

I edged around the bed and went for the phone. 

“I’ll get you some ginger ale, I guess.”

He smiled and then turned his head to vomit again.

I gagged and called room service.

*      *      *

Around five that morning, my phone went off. TC groaned at the noise caused by the phone. 

“Hey! You have to get here before my parents go to work!”

Daniella again.

“Stall for me. Just run the shower before they come in and say that I’m taking a shower.”

“Why? Just come back!”

I my eyes shifted to TC who was attempting to sleep less than three inches away. He sensed my eyes on him and opened his.

“Uh…I can’t.”

“Why?!”

“I’m kind of…baby-sitting.”

“What? Did you having a baby?”

I smacked my already aching head.

“Yes, Daniella, I got pregnant.

TC shot up and stared at me. Apparently, he hadn’t remembered everything that happened. But I guess I did look a little suspicious laying there in his t-shirt.

I waved him back down and whispered, “Joking.”

“Sorry! I was just asking.”

I sighed.

“I’m sorry! I’m just a little hungover.”

“Hungover? Then who are you babysitting?”

I bit my lip and braced myself for the yelling.

“…TC?”

WHAT? TC? Are you crazy?”

“Oh,  maybe just a little.”

“Alice!”

“Just do the shower thing, okay? I’ll be over before noon.”

*           *           *

By nine, TC and I were up and dressed. I tried to open the curtains, but TC wouldn’t let me.

“But it’s cloudly out.” I said.

“It would still feel like my head was about to explode.”

I stood on my toes and kissed his head.

“That’s what you get for drinking all of those shots.”

His laugh bounced off the walls.

“Yeah…you got that right.”

His smile stayed plastered on his face as he leaned down. I knew I should’ve turned to miss the kiss. This was only going to hurt me more, but I couldn’t resist him.

After a few seconds I pushed him gently away.

“We, uh, should get going.”

He breathed deeply and agreed.

We were half way down the hall when he pulled my arm.

“I can explain…about last night.”

“I already told you that nothing happened! I was just joking.”

He kept up a steady pace, walking right behind me.

“I know that! I meant when I said that I couldn’t be with you.”

I felt like I had just been punched in the gut.

“Can we, uh, talk about this later?”

“Why do you say ‘uh’ so much now?”

“Because I’m stalling.”

I clapped my hand over my mouth. I hated how he could make me confess all of my secrets.

“Stalling for what?”

I stopped suddenly and whirled around; he slammed into me.

“I don’t want to get hurt again, okay?”

He paled a little.

“I know. I know that! I just need to get help first.”

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Story 1-Ch.6

He pulled away.

“I’ve missed you.” He said and kissed my forehead.

My stomache fluttered.

“I missed you, too.” 

I rested my head on his chest and he tightened his grip on me.

“Ready?”

“Ready? For what?”

He fell back on the bed and pulled me down with him. I shrieked loudly.

Through our laughter, I heard my phone buzzed.

“Uh…”

 ”It’s my phone,” I rolled off him and checked the screen. Daniella. “Hey! Where’ve you been?”

“Home! Where’ve you been?”

“Um…” My eyes darted around the room and landed on TC. This would be our little secret. “The party! Where else?”

“Oh. I lost you after, what, two seconds? And then I tried looking for you, but I couldn’t find you.”

“Well, when did you leave?”

“I don’t know! Twelve-ish?”

Twelve? I’d left the party after only the stoners and seasoned partiers were left. She was definetly a light weight.

“Anyway,”she continued, “where are you now?”

“Oh, you know…out.”

“Do I need to come get you?”

“No! It’s okay.” I knew that I had spoken too quickly.

“Okay, then…I guess I’ll see you tomorrow?”

“Mhmm. Bye!”

I waited until she hung up and then pressed the END button. TC gave me a round of applause.

“You, my friend, should be an actress.” He grinned and laughed.

I titled my head.

“Are you making fun of me?”

He cleared his throat.

“Uh, no. I would never do that.” He stood up. “Especially not to you.”

He started to dive in for another kiss, but I held his shoulders to keep him back.

“Are we back together?” I had to ask it. It was killing me.

He sighed and held my right hand.

“I don’t know…”

“I mean, you can’t just have kissed me the way you did and feel nothing!” I hadn’t meant to yell, but he was frustrating me.

“I know. I told you!”

“Told me what?!”

“I love you, okay?” His voice was rising. “I can’t be with you, though.”

And then he puked.

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Story 1-Ch.5

Getting into the hotel was easy enough. I gave the guy a teenager’s best friend-a fake ID with a fake name- and forked over the cash.

I slid the card into the door slot and kicked it open. After dumping TC into a chair, I inspected the bed.

Behind me, TC fought his way out of the chair and staggered over to me. He pulled on the hem of my skirt like a five year old who was trying to get his mom’s attention.

I took a deep breath and turned to face him. I looked down and remembered that he wasn’t a five year old. He was seventeen and tall.

“I love you.” He managed and started to tip over.

I caught him and stood him up right.

“No you don’t.” Was all that I came up with because 1) I loved him, too and 2) he was drunk and I couldn’t take his words seriously.

TC steadied himself and stepped closer. This time when he spoke, I could smell the alcohol dancing off his lips.

“But I do.”

I shook my head and covered my eyes.

“You’re drunk. You don’t know what you’re saying.”

He took my hands from my eyes and wrapped my arms around him. I could’ve died right there.

As he started to pull me closer into his body, I could feel his breath on me.

He nodded slowly and studied me.

“Yeah. I do.”

He leaned down and attempted to kiss me, but I turned my head and he kissed my cheek instead.

“You have a girlfriend.”

His face fell a little.

“No. I broke up with her tonight…last night. Whatever.”

“Oh…” I couldn’t help but smile just a little.

TC pulled back a little and stared at me with a grin on his gorgeous face.

“Alice Rose Johnston…are you smiling at my pain?”

I tried to erase the smile from my face,but I failed miserably.

“No…I just. I don’t know.” I gazed at him.

“Oh,well…I’m going to kiss you now.”

I didn’t move as he leaned in and gently pressed his soft, warm lips against mine over and over again.

As I ran my fingers though his hair as TC kicked the door closed.

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Story 1-Ch.4

I picked up my pace until I realized they were saying my name.

I glanced quickly over my shoulder and then whirled around.

“TC!” I ran over and crouched down beside him. “What’s wrong? What happened?” My words were slightly slurred, but he understood. He always understood.

“I… don’t…know.” His words were ridiculously mashed and slurred together. He probably didn’t even know where he was.

“Can you stand?”

His head rolled against the stone wall. He attempted to stand, but collapsed. “No, ma’am.” He laughed drunkily.

“Here,” I wrapped my arms tightly around him and prayed that my heel didn’t break. “Lean on me.”

It took awhile, but I eventually got him to his shaky feet.

His head rolled again. This time to my shoulder.

“Hi, there…” he giggled again.

“TC?”

“Yeah?”

“Shut up, babe.”

“Babe’s a pig!” he laughed loudly and I covered his mouth.

“Shhh! Come on!”

“Where are we going?”

I stopped immediately. I couldn’t get into Dani’s house with her and there was no way that I was going home like this. And I definitely wasn’t leaving the love of my life on the street.

Just then my sister, Kayla, and her best friend, Ashley, walked out of the movie theater.

“Whoa! Where are you going with this guy?”

“That’s the problem. I don’t know.”

She stared at me and then burst into laughter.

“You’re drunk!”

“Please don’t tell!”

“Of course I won’t. We’re sisters. Just use protection, okay?”

“Kayla! I’m not going to sleep with him.”

“Well,” she dug into her pockets and pulled out fifty dollars, “in the off chance that you decided to, get a room. And check for bed bugs.” She left then and left me alone again.

2 years ago | 1 note

Story 1-Ch.3

My face burned as he touched it. We locked eyes for a single beautiful second when something told me to look over my his shoulder. Leisa was glaring at me.

I quickly moved his hands from my face and whispered, “Your girlfriend is watching.”

He acted like he was getting something out of my eyes and then broke contact with them.

“I guess I’ll see you later.” He said quickly and left me alone. The rest of the night was a blur. I just remembered picking up a red, plastic cup and downing the hot liquid inside it. TC did the same. He would grab a cup everytime he looked between me and Leisa.

Look. Drink.

Look. Drink.

I started getting worried, but I kept my distance from his already pissed at me girlfriend. All I could do was drink to the happy couple.

And then I remember someone yelling,”Shots!” at the top of their lungs. 

TC grabbed one shot glasses after the other and kept tipping them back. I grabbed a cup and did the same.

At some point TC left, and I was free to do whatever.

Where is Daniella? I asked myself for the thousandth time that night. She was nowhere to be found and this house had everything but cell phone service.

I decided to leave then. I’d stuck it out and danced until 2:13 in the morning I took a few sips of coffee to sober up and teetered out the door. TC had disappeared a few hours ago, but Leisa was still at the party.

Since I had walked here with Daniella, I had no choice but to walk back. Alone.

Or I could choose the obviously wrong but slightly right choice of calling my parents to frag my majorly drunk behind home.

Never.

I reached downtown of our city and instantly wished I wasn’t alone. Just then I heard moaning from the alley way.

2 years ago | 1 note

Story 1-Ch.2

~7:19 PM~

“Dani! Hurry up!” I yelled from one side of the bathroom door.

“Five more minutes!” She yelled from the opposite side.

“You said that 20 minutes ago!”

“Well, then two minutes!”

I groaned and walked back to the laptop. I flipped it up and typed in 1075 The River’s web address. Might as well listen to some music to drown out Daniella’s hair dryer.

“Club Can’t Handle Me” by Flo-Rida came on,and a gasp escaped my mouth.

This was TC’s and my favorite song to dance to.

I quickly exited out of the tab and shut the laptop.

Daniella walked out of the bathroom brushing her hair.

“What’s wrong? You look like you just got slapped in the face.”

I shook myself out of it.

“Yeah…I just almost choked on my drink.”

She laughed at me.

“Oh. Good job.”

I stood up and smoothed my skirt and hair down.

I wanted to make sure I looked somewhat decent if I happened to run into him.

“You ready?” I asked.

“Let’s go, girlie!” She said and ran ahead of me.

~7:40 PM~

The party was set to start at seven and end at eleven, but I predicted that like most high school parties, it would end in the early hours of the morning. 

I was prepared for that.

We walked through the front door into a sea of rowdy teenagers and ear splitting-ly loud music.

I took a quick glance around and realized that within five seconds, I had lost Daniella.

“Dani?” I looked around casually. I tried not to look as frantic as I felt.

It was hopeless. I saw everyone but her. That included my ex.

I raced out into the cool night air and stood on the balcony.

In. Out.

In. Out.

I coached myself through some deep breathing and relaxed.

Everything will be alright. I told myself. It’ll be just fine…

I was about to go back in when I slammed into someone.

“Oh! I’m sorry!” I looked up and my eyes instantly locked with two circular oceans.

Damn. TC.

“It’s okay.” He laughed and my heart skipped a beat.

An awkward silence hung between us for what felt like hours.

“So…how’ve you been?”

A small smile crept onto his face.

“I’ve been good, I guess. What about you?”

His eyes seemed to search mine. I had forgotten that he knew almost everything about me. And I mean everything. 

Good!” I gave him a somewhat convincing smile.

I could tell he didn’t buy it.

“You don’t have to hide from me.” He said.

“Yeah? Well, sorry. I… didn’t know our complete honesty rule still applied.”

That seemed to hurt him a little.

“It always applies for us. Especially when it comes to how you feel.”

I bristled. He was talking about my anger issues.

“Well, I told you the truth,” I looked down, “I’m fine.”

He titled my head up.

“Liar.”

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Story 1-Ch.1 ( :

~Friday-12:36 PM~

I heard him laughing with his friends. I heard how his laugh hit a high pitch right before he quieted down.

Something must’ve been really funny.

I missed him instantly. I missed everything about him. Every. Single. Thing.

His scent. His smile. The warmth of his hugs and kisses. Even the way he breathed heavily when he slept.

TC Carter.

I used to be able to say that he was mine, but now he was gone and I had to see him everyday.

My best friend, Daniella, shook my shoulders, snapping me out of my thoughts.

“Hello? Earth to Alice! What’s wrong?”

I breathed in and forced a laugh.

“Sorry! I told I didn’t fall asleep until three this morning.”

It wasn’t a lie. I would’ve been up all night if I hadn’t had any sleep all week.

“Oh, I forgot. School should seriously start later.”

Or not start at all.

“Yeah, I know!”

The bell rang signaling the end of lunch and I couldn’t have been happier.

Why did TC’s friends have to be so hilarious? If I had to sit through one more lunch period while hearing his adorable laugh, I was going to have a break down.

~4:30 PM~

I stepped into Daniella’s room that afternoon. It always smelled like her dogs and Hollister perfume.

I put my bag down and grabbed her laptop.

“Mind if I get on Facebook first?”

“Nope, go ahead. I’m going to get some food. Want something?”

“Will you bring a jar of Nutella and a spoon?” I gave her my sweetest smile.

She laughed.

“Fine! Just don’t eat it all like last time!”

“It’s not my fault! It’s just so good…”

“Whatever! Be right back.”

“Be right here!”

I logged on and scrolled through my live feed and, of course, he was on it.

TC Carter- going 2 Kayla’s party 2nite! who else is?

Half of our grade had either liked or replied “ME!” to his status.

Daniella walked back in and kicked the door closed.

“Anything happening tonight?” She handed me the Nutella, a napkin, and then the spoon.

“Just that party that everyone’s talking about.”

“Oh my gosh! I didn’t tell you?”

“Tell me what?”

“We were invited!”

I pointed to the screen in shock.

“To this party?”

She nodded excitedly. I was sure her head was going to fall off.

“Yep! We have to go!”

“Why didn’t you tell me sooner?”

“You know me! I forget these things,” she hopped up on the bed and started jumping next to me. “Come on! Get happy! It’s party time!”

I giggled and then glanced at the screen.

His ocean blue eyes stared at me.

I sighed.

A party. With him…and his new girlfriend, Leisa.